Eeny, meeny, miny, moe
Catch a tiger by the toe...

if only things were so easy....point the finger at the end of an counting rhyme....but they're not..

million things happened since my last entry..

i'm not going to college anymore, my parents decided not to pay for next schoolyear...so i start searching for a freakin' job....after some time i finally get a phone call from my consultant from Employment Office, she says that there was a hotel loking for recepcionist and gives me the phone nuber...so i call the guy, we met the same day and he told me he would call back...
and he did...told me to come by on Monday so i can start training ..to get to know how things work there...i was so happy about that...my father gave me some money to buy myself new clothes, nice shirts, pants, shoes....
the Monday came, my first day...i was soooo thrilled...
the drama started first thing in the morning...i was sitting at the front desk...manager's friend came, saw me, wanted to know who i was, so he gave me his hand, we shaked hands, introduced ourselves, before i let go off my hand, he pulls me up and says:TURN AROUND SO I CAN SEE A LITTLE BIT MORE....i was so shocked...i didn't know what to do....two day after the same guy walks to me and says:YOU COULD UNBUTTON YOUR SHIRT A LITTLE BIT MORE, YOUR WAY TO BUTTONED....after theat my manager started do hug me and kiss my head, telling me not to let him down, not to leave the place....next morning i come down to hotel, told them i am not going to stay there anymore...pervs...

in the meanwhile, my boyfriend got an exquisite job offer back in his hometown, which is like a million miles away from the place i live in....he moved here for me some time ago......so now we have to decide whether to move there or to stay....my head is about to explode...but i kinda' went through some pros and cons....well.i had in mind moving from here someday, but i didn't know THE moment would come so fast....well...i have good chances to get a job there, and with both of our earnings we could have one hell of a living....
i'm aware i'm leaving my friends here, parents, sister, sea and stuff....but i think i'll get through with it...fast...i do hope....anyhow...i believe i'm ready, i'm not planning to get married soon or someting...

woooooooow....this feels like i'm attending a creative writing class... (i wish)

anyways....i'm still nervous about something....my boy and i saw fist two seasons of True Blood...and i thing i'll pull all of my hair out utill the third season comes out....i'm replacing it with Californication...which is, btw, soooooooo */*/*/*.... i'm addicted....

besides all the shitty things that happened..i'm very happy with my boy, i feel very fulfilled...he really helps me to relax....all the stress dissappears when he's around...everything is to much better and easier when he's around...i love him so much....the best boy ever...

so people...sorry for the novel i wrote...


luv ya'll


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You feel a shiver run up your spine as your body convulses. You scream in agony as your canines turn to fangs. The thirst for blood is... overwhelming..

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EVEN I SPEAK THE TONGUES
OF MEN AND OF ANGELS
BUT IF I HAVE NOT LOVE
I AM NOTHING



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